Had a really bad start for the day. Dear was supposed to set the alarm at 7.45am but he set it at 8am. To worsen it, the damn clock always rings at a later time than set. In the end, I woke up at 8.25am and had to take a cab (which cost me $14 as I had to call for a cab) to rush down for my 9am tutorial.
Getting aside this incident, what bothered me the most was the very first SMS I saw when I woke up. A friend of mine who has just ROM-ed informed me that she is calling off the wedding dinner as she has just broken up with her fiancé.
The only thought came to my mind – a third party.
I was right.
I always thought they are meant for each other. Who would have thought a guy like him would actually stray? Or should I say it is rather difficult to find another woman to like him?
But this woman exists. And he proves to be a typical guy who finds it hard to resist temptations.
How can a man be so irresponsible?
If you are not willing to commit, why did you ROM?
If you have no feelings for a woman, why did you say you want to spend Valentine’s with her forever?
When a person has a change of heart, nothing else matters. There is a better catch waiting for me now. So what if we have been together for years? So what if my parents are upset? So what if I am going to hurt your feelings or ruin your life?
Humans are selfish.
Love relationships are vulnerable.
You said you love me and promised never to leave me.
Now, you are a stranger whom I cannot recognise anymore.
Does love eternity exist? Or love simply transforms into kinship? Do love and betrayal come as a package?
Is marriage really a tombstone? I know of people who cheat on their ignorant wives. Will I become one of them too? Or will I pretend to be one? With many of my friends getting married or making plans for marriage, I was embedded in joy and happiness. Till this SMS came which woke me up from Lala-Land. Is the ‘breaking-up’ season coming back again?
I can totally understand how my friend feels now.
Anger. Betrayal. Disappointment. Devastation. Lost. Regrets.
All I can say to console her is “It’s a good thing you did not marry him. Better than when he cheats on you when you are married right?”
Time is the only medicine to cure her emotional wounds, or perhaps a better man, I guess.
:: CLEANSING ::
Origins A Perfect World
B.Liv Glow and Shine
B.Liv Squeaky Clean
:: SKINCARE ::
Origins A Perfect World Toner
Botos Serum
B.Liv Shrink and Tighten
B.Liv Off With Those Heads
:: EYECARE ::
Origins High Potency Eye Cream
Faceshop Collagen Eye Patch
Shu E Lash Repair
:: COSMETICS ::
BRTC BB Cream
Skinfood loose powder
Loreal Mineral powder
Clinique Blusher
Majolica Mascara
:: MONTHLY SUPPLEMENTS ::
Meiji Collagen
Multi-vitamins
Vitamin C