I love to dream about the future.
My graduation....
My career....
My dream wedding....
My dream home....
Having kids and family....
However, I can't help but have fears.
The thoughts I have often turn out to be negative in reality.
What you desire, may not be what you get. I may hope to have it and strive for it, however, some things do not just depend on my own abilities. I may have put in alot of effort for my design but my tutor may not think so. I hope to get my desired job but the economy has to crash when I am going to graduate. I wish that my dream wedding and home will turn out to be the way I imagined but my spouse may think otherwise. I hope to have kids but my body may not be capable of doing so.
I guess my pessisism is acting again. It helps to think negatively as the resultant hurt will be lesser when the expectation is reduced or even absent.
So....
Will I graduate with Masters?
Will I get the job I desire?
Will I get married?
Will I have my home sweet home?
Will I be able to bear kids?
I do hope I will.
Or will I not?
*Sighs*
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