April 12, 2009 10:08 PM.

Forgiveness

I am someone who needs to be constantly reminded.

There were times when I have no idea what I was doing and saying.

It's when somebody says things like, "Do you know you did this?" then I realised that I have done something wrong or hurtful.

A friend of mine said I seem to be more grouchy recently, ever since I started work.

Come to think of it, I think it is true.

I have entered a new stage of my life.

And it is creating another hurdle in another part of my life.

I am vexed and helpless.

Preoccupied with all these workload and problems, I grew to be less conscious of my actions and the feelings of people around me.

I am not trying to find an excuse for my mistakes now. I knew I have wronged.

But I am glad that I am reminded in time to make amendments. At least I don't think I have become an incorrigible person which everyone hates yet. My friends still love me, I guess?

With that reminder in mind, I have waken up to my senses. 

If I ever misbehave again, please drop me a reminder k? I will really appreciate it and I promise I will not roar at you as it is messages like these that will help me become a better person.

To friends and loved ones whom I have offended, be this recently or in the past, please forgive me k. I don't mean it. I really don't.

Forgive me please?

=....(

THE ME .

a perfectionist